Naaasar na talaga ako sa pagtingin ko sa Pasko. Kapag masyadong magarbo, lumalabas ang pagka-cynical ko. Kapag wala namang gaanong ilaw, hindi pa rin ako masaya.

12:08 AM 12/14/01
Something's really very unorganized with the way I approach this blogging thing. I hope I'll get more things done with the amount of time I spend here. I'm really becoming less patient about this.

12:08 AM 12/14/01
Something's really very unorganized with the way I approach this blogging thing. I hope I'll get more things done with the amount of time I spend here. I'm really becoming less patient about this.

I just submitted another article to peyups. I hope I get a site that pays. Yeah right. So much for intellectual integrity?

I hate this! I hate this! I hate this!

I am a sitting duck here. I am held hostage by my stupid computer's slow downloading. I want to sleep this through but I don't want to waste the connection time. And I'm shedding these hours like hair on hot, sunny months!

I have so many things to do and what happened? I wake up with the foolish idea of creating a website! As if blogging wasn't enough of a time-consumer. I want to blame Jol for this. But it was my choice. Existentialism made sure that it was.

Well, now I'm blaming Existentialism! That's original huh?

I want to write Monica now. Really. Just back to the old times. But I have to do my piles of paperwork. Now why didn't I wake up with that idea in mind?